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  2. In my situation come out to parent was a disaster. My father still doesn't talk to me although a half year has passed. I think that's why I have mental health problems that led me to drug addiction.
  3. Hi Codeawayhaley, pleased to meet you! I'm in Perth. Where are you? Are you a bit of a programmer, are you? I'm a telecommunications network technician and IT professional. Mostly set up data networks over various mediums. Copper, optic fibre and RF links, suck as 4g, microwave and WiFi too. Sent from my SM-G950F using Tapatalk
  4. From what I read, I guess she might be hinting you that she is fond of you too. "if I could be in a relationship with a girl" - never try never know. And it's better than regretting it in the future. I would say just follow your feelings. I had a very close friend back then (11 years ago) when I was training in the national service. I spent a lot of time with her despite being in rival teams, I go to her team dorm all the time, I sleep in her bed, she fanned me using cardboard and all sweet stuff you could possibly imagine. I had a crush on her later on but I pretended nothing because well we human hate losing someone/something so we dare not to step forward. I wasn't doubting my sexuality as I always knew I like girls. We were so close, but one day she shut me down, I didn't know what I did wrongly. I tried all ways to find it out. I was so heartbroken until the day we separated after the training was completed. Time flies and my broken heart healed. Two years later, after we all have our own life, she confessed to me that in order to protect herself from feeling sad leaving me after the training ends (our hometowns are far apart), she chose to keep a distance from me while we still in the camp. While she did not explicitly tell me that she likes me, during the two-years-later-confession, she told me she "fell in love with her sister's friend who is a lesbian" but she stopped herself from thinking about "her" because her final destiny is to marry a man due to culture and perceptions. I accepted whatever she said and never confessed my feelings for her (back then) until today. As with my current girlfriend, I told myself not to play the game anymore or else I would regret it. So, I confessed to her 7 years ago when I had crush on her, and that's the best decision I've ever made. I know a lot of people would choose to stay in current comfort zone. But my advice is please follow your feelings but you must expect the worst outcome to minimise disappointments! Good luck!
  5. Hi, well I have a problem. I’m a 19 year old girl and my whole life I was sure that I’m straight. So in october I met this girl and we became friends, about a month later I realized I had a crush on her. She is bi but has a boyfriend. So in November I was questioning my sexuality I wasn’t sure if I’m bi cuz I don’t know if I could really be an a relationship with a girl and also she is the only girl I ever liked. We became pretty good friends and now a few days ago I was over at her place and we talked a lot. She told me that she has a crisis and wants a girlfriend and is thinking about breaking up with her bf. So that’s when I came out to her and told her that I’m questioning if I’m bi. Later she also told me that I’m really cute and we kinda joked about hooking up and getting married. So today I have been questioning my sexuality the whole day I don’t know if she just sees me as a friend or if I have a chance and I don’t even know if I would want to be in a serious relationship with her although I really like her. And now she texted me saying that she has a really bad gay crisis as she called it and I told her I had the same problem oh and for some reason I had a panic attack when she texted me that. So I guess she just sees me as a friend who is going through similar problems. And I asked her if she wants to hang out and talk about it cuz it always helps me to talk about those thing and she just said we will see. So now I feel like I said something wrong but she texted me first about it so I thought maybe she wanted to talk. Basically I need help figuring out if I am really bi and if I could be in a relationship with a girl and also what do you guys think is there a chance she likes me?
  6. I feel like an ugly duckling and I'm in need of help to be the beautiful swan that I know that I really am. 

    Can you help me be the swan?

    I've got to get my swansong on. 

  7. Hello everyone, my name is Chaerlie and I'm transgender m2f and new here. I'm an Australian too, so I apologise in advance if I come across as being a bit too direct, and I'll keep the lingo to the least cryptic level possible. No drop bears here. I would love to connect with other Aussies primarily, though I'm not going to turn away anyone who contacts me (unless you are an insensitive, trolling, pain in the proverbial !) So please feel free to contact me about anything at all. There's 44 years of history to me so far. I'm pre hrt, grs, every thing else though I'm suspecting that I may be intersex as i have a more female shaped body than a male one and I have gynocomasty too, so my b cup boobs are all natural and old friends now. So for about 30 odd years I've wanted to be on the outside what I felt I was already on the inside, a woman. Problem is, I'm having some difficulty with finding my way through the maze that is being transgender here in Australia. I want to go on hrt and really get the ball rolling but just don't know where to start or who to turn to that can then help me achieve my goals. I'd really welcome any help, and/or suggestions as to where to start or who to see that can guide me through this process. Australian contextual help would be most helpful, but I'll read through any helpful posts to try to bring myself up to speed, as it were. So, that's why I'm here, in a nutshell. I also hope to be able to help others here too, if at all possible. And remember....No one chooses to be transgender, it chooses us!
  8. Has anyone watched the movie Carol released back in 2015? I might be a bit too late to watch it (bookmarked it long ago!), but I really like the movie! The main actresses are so fine in acting, not to mention the storyline of how two women fell in love in the 50s.
  9. 12/12/18 12.12.18 Dear Whomever this may concerns, everyone both on/ff of here:, I am back here yet again because I finally found another book on the subject/s advent/liturgical. So, that I can grow/learn/research into a better roman catholic. Well, not in religious sense, but more in spiritual/ity sense/s. Especially, in this day and age with all of what’s going on and scandals in the church itself. Around the Year with the VonTrapp Family | Sophia Institute Press Think thats it for now. Thank you, again, in advance. Yours truly,
  10. , beyond along with Merry Christmas, Seasons Greetings, Happy New Years/Holidays 12/11/18 11.12.18 Dear Whomever this may concerns, everyone both on/ff of here:, I am back here yet again because have changed up how one of my last entries for yr (2018). This is/n’t my first/last time that I have bought this up and I figured that its worth to do it here instead of two separate ones. Whatever happened to everyone/thing/where, beyond. Its for anyone/thing/where and more or less couple/few yrs. As for me I’m waybeyondfedup with all of this. I mean its not just family/friends/acquaintances/money/banking/beyond. Its not just now, but more/less my whole life. Especially, now with my/our mom no longer with us and dad moved to someplace warmer then here. Think that’s it for now. Thank you, again, in advance. Yours truly,
  11. 12/1/18 1.12.18 Dear Dr/Prof. O’Donnell, whomever else this may concerns, everyone both on/ff of here:, I am back yet again with another book that I have just found. It has been out for a mo 1/2 to two mo. In which it took me that amount of time to even found at one of the local BN (Barnes & Noble). I mean to pick it up and look at it more and more instead of even picking it up. Then, pretty much putting it right back on shelf or just walking by it. Of course learn/researching it and of course I’m somewhat in totally shock as to what the book is consider to be in. I mean all over the place that I looked online regarding it. In which I just wish that both itself and author gotten even more attention. Especially, in this day in age with beyond war on women, women’s march, political correctness. Elizabeth Seton: American Saint, Catherine O’Donnell http://www.cornellpress.cornell.edu/book/?gcoi=80140103062730 Think thats it for now. Thank you, again, in advance. Yours truly,
  12. 11/26/18 26.11.18 Dear Whomever this may concerns, everyone both on/ff of here:, I am back here because I have even more regarding on this. This applies to us consumers more than anything else. I mean its mainly towards to putting Christmas trees and everything else as well more than anything else. Especially, when its real aka live ones as opposed fake aka artificial ones. At the same time this also applies to when they take down everything else. Like the day after Christmas instead of waiting until at least the day after New Years. In which it can stay up until pretty much a wk after New Yrs because thats causes bad luck or something else like that. Think that its for now. Thank you, again, in advance. Yours truly,
  13. 11/22/18 22.11.18 Dear Ms Loomer, whomever else this may concerns (especially on twitter), everyone else both on/ff of here:, I am back yet with yet another example of how the conventional/fake/mainstream news media treats the alternative/independent/real/truth news media more and more. Especially, ever since 2016 presidential election. I’m totally waybeyondfedup with all of this. Don’t even get me started on my own story with all of this. In which already bought up more than enough on here. Now, she’s urging her followers (including non ones) to her personal blog site (http://lauraloomer.us). To sign up for her update newsletter/s for what’s she’s been up to and beyond. Heres what I got when I signed up for it. Think that’s it for now. Thank you, again, in advance. Yours truly,
  14. ..instagram 11/12/18 12.11.18 Dear Whomever this may concerns and everyone both on/ff of here:, This applies both of us. Whats does everyone think about it and/or is just me that thinks about it. I for one I’m waybeyondfedup with all of this and prefer what its used to be. I mean Thanksgiving in now and Christmas after Thanksgiving. #areusamericans #puttingmoreandmore #christmas #presence #over #thanksgiving #oninstagram Think thats it for now. Thank you, again, in advance. Yours truly,
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    Hello Rita! Welcome to the forum! Out of all your hobbies, I love listening to music and watching movies in the cinema
  16. Hi, my name is Rita and I'm a 17 year old bisexual girl, I'm from Portugal. I love to write, listen to music and sing. I'm currently studying to be a laboratory analysts technician. I love to watch movies and read. I hope I can make friends here. Sent from my ASUS_X00DD using Tapatalk
  17. Hi Thiago, welcome to the forum. Same in the place where I live now.. At the same time of knowing more people (especially youngsters) support LGBT, it's sad to also know more people are against us.
  18. Hi people! My name is Thiago, I'm a gay man from Brazil, and I'm 34 years old. I have a degree in journalism, but I have been working with advertising for some years. I'm gay and I've been single for 4 years by choice. I spent most part of the day working and reading. I am currently reading Stephen Hawking's ''A Brief History of Time''. Here in Brazil we are going through a dark period in politics. A misogynist and homophobic candidate is at the top of the polls and violence against LGBT people has increased dramatically. In my city, there have been reports of verbal and physical aggression. I'm sad because Brazil is known to be a peaceful and happy country, but unfortunately people have turned into wild animals, wishing that gay people would disappear from the map. I hope that the bad candidate does not win and that everything is resolved soon. Hope to make new friends here.
  19. , Nikki Halsted, Sarah Clark, Women’s Expressions Conservatism: Lifestyle, Beauty, Fashion, Health, Political, Politics Magazine 10/15/18 15.10.18 Dear Miss/s/rs., Williams, Cruise, Meeks, Halsted, Clark, whomever else this may concerns, everyone both on/ff of here:, I am here yet again. Beyond none of my all of both concern/questions and expand/improving have yet to be address by them. I mean have already done my fair share. I mean beyond in regards to all of both emails, includes via contract form, messages via FBM (facebook messenger), disputed also via my bank/paypal. I mean especially in regards to this important message particular email from them. In which in returned I have used this magazine discount to resubscribe to it yet again. I for one would love to see this become beyond more of all of both girls/boys/mens. Turning it into more a collaboration (includes already existing magazines) and especially on the global scale for sure. I mean that more on the business end of it. Of course I would love to help out. Whether it be apart of the social media/outreach team/s/both of them. Think that’s it for now. Thank you, again, in advance. Yours truly,
  20. 10/12/18 12.10.18 Dear Whomever this may concerns, everyone both on/ff of here:, Hi my name is Jessica A Bruno (waybeyondfedup). Live in Metro New York on New Jersey side of it USA. Born with a Neurologically based speech impairment/apraxia-dysarthria. Suffering from depression/anxiety for awhile now. Still I’m not one, but have no to little income. I receive Social Security Benefits for all of it. In which I’m glad for, but still wish I had other means as well, but in I still don’t. At the same time still don't drive or intend to anytime in the future. Whom needs more of a life then what she has had so far. As opposed to what it has been for the most part of her life and etc. Yet to reach this stage of life and beyond. I'm of a student of life and currently looking for her next opportunity. waybeyondfedup with my mom’s cancer battle, both my fraternal twin sister, and my coping skills with it. Know that its been couple/few yrs since (4/26/16) and all of this a combination of my blog entries that I did at the time that I combined into all in one. Back because she has lost it and it didn’t go as planned. I mean not just this, but during the whole process. Have to say now I was pretty much in denial with the whole thing. Even through I knew was suffering, but still thought it was less as severe as this. Back again because I forgot to mentioned that she (right after she found) and she found from there that it showed she had BCRA2. Then after both my twin sister and me were both tested for it. It only I showed that I was suspected to 2, but forgot if it was for ovarian and/or breast. I couldn’t remember and even after through all of the paperwork. Now, I really need to look into all (both conventional/mainstream and traditional/integrative) because I for one still have a love and hated relationship with both medicines. In regards to what happened to her and especially, in the end with her brain tumor. In which she never complained at all because she was always beyond doer and carer. I’m back with even more. Basically, she went back to work when she did (couple wks after). At first, it wasn’t a issue until this past wk. When one of her friend from college went into the hospital because of inflammation in her. Then, everything started to spiraled, spl (spelling) for her. Well, not for her work. In which she mentioned opened to doing the support group at Valley Home Care and she called. But hasn’t called back to found out more about. At the same time shes also showing signs of her moodiness as well. I have no clue if its general or something underline. In which she had a little cold again, last wk. By the way shes the maid of honor for one of her best friends wedding and everything that ideals. Her friend is like her with her mom’s cancer (breast) battle. Thinks thats everything and well at least that I can both remember and think of. Well get back to if I have anything else to add to this. Back again with more whom she was and whom we are. I for one prefer more of an integrative form of it. In which my mom, dad, and sister were brainwashed about it. Especially, more after the original diagnosis. Shes also a retired RN and she was one for 45 yrs. Of course my dad and sister still are. That also includes the rest of our remaining family and our friends as well. At least our family friends. We found it was more aggressive than we original thought it was. Basically, its ovarian cancer and she was 1st diagnosed with it as stage IV back in 2008. She had she been receiving on, off, with a few recurrences in between. Then, last yr it came back in a form of a brain tumor and again she was treated for. In which we all thought that was the last of it because she went onto treatment after that. At the first she was a experimental drug, but then that didn’t work. So, went back her old treatment and then it all started from there. Even through after going to a doctor in the city. We have since decided to stopped all of it and go toward with comfort care. Shes currently a inpatient there, receiving treatment, and it appears to be working for her. At moment we are remaining cautionary optimistic about it. At the same time I would love explore other volunteer options at Valley because I don’t know if I can continue with her old doctor because all of this. Back because she took a turn for the worse sometime overnight or early this morning. My fraternal twin sister called my father and me father regarding this morning. Basically, this whole day and beyond has been a whirlwind for all of us. Belated Waybeyondfedup worried about how my fraternal twin sister is coping with our mother’s death and especially over this past week for sure Its pretty much a mo now since her death and everything happened to leading up to it. sI mean we should be getting over the initial shock of it and getting back to normal. Well, of course our new normal. Have to say that I’m really not worried about my father about this because hes not going to change. Still I’m more worried about my fraternal twin sister more because shes more like our mom and that includes our dad as well. Whom takes care of everyone/thing before herself. In which I do get, but then don’t. I mean shes had her issues with certain things and etc. In which I’m not going into on here because whats the point of getting into on her. Belated Back yet again with another hospitalization story with my both depression and anxiety But this time this was totally different hospital and experience. Basically, it all started with my mother’s passing from her cancer battle a mo ago with a little meltdown, but still not a full blown one until this one. In which went to the loca hospital emergency room and also went for this past one. Then, lived with it off and on until a couple of wks ago with my period. Trying some new meds, vitamins, supplements (homeopathic, multivitamins, and supplements), but in the end none of them worked because they aren’t a exact science. It was also in combination of nervous about my sister’s live to work lifestyle vs work to live lifestyle. In which it drove me to first er and then hospital. All and all was pretty good experience expect from here to there. This isn't my first time being on chats, discussions, and forums. Somehow I always end up somehow always either leaving, getting kicked off via suspension, and total banned. Hopefully this will stop here because I'm waybeyondfedup on all of this. Since I always copied, pasted my intro, some posts, and threads. Have been doing all of this for quite a number yrs now on quite number of them. In which I figured whats the point of doing it when I have other forms of communication via my blogs, social media networks that I belong to. Basically, I'm pretty much on every single one. Well, at least seems like. Anyway, here they are in Bloglovin, Facebook, Good Reads, Google Plus, Instagram, Pinterest, Tapatalk, Tea Party Community, Tumblr, Twitter, Wikipedia, and maybe even more. At the same time I'm still trying to found itself after all of these years. I'm also no spring chicken. Still can’t help, but thinking about intellectual stimulation part of here. Even with my own work as well. That also goes for either go/staying because of it. Don’t worry its not the against the owner/s, admin/s, mod/s, members, and/or the input that I have receiving here as well. Mainly it has to do with how its run (at least some of it ) and even with the new one in the place as well. Hmm beyond all good/bad for you/them, interesting, okay, understandable, and WOW. Yet again another on this. Especially, one would think all of this should be over now. At the same time I'm also thinking of this being of the many possible scenarios that all of us should be beyond alert/prepared for/disaster/emergency preparedness/survival/shtf. I mean for all of man made/natural ones as opposed to one over the other. Especially, including all of civilians as well as professional. Everyone/where else should all do it as well.I also highly recommend beyond all of start doing your own learning and researching on it as well. I mean this also applies beyond to everything that I have mentioned above here. To me I found its very important so you can be proactive in it. Also, please take everything with a grain of salt as well. Especially, pseudoscience part of it as well. This also applies to beyond as well. Moving on from all of the mainstream/fake to all of the alternative/independent/real/truth news media Exactly, this also applies to everyone/thing/where. This isn't my first/last time that I have bought this up, but still think its worth it in the long run. What do you think of all of this and why/not about it. I for one I'm waybeyondfedup with all of this. I have pretty much totally stop with following this. In which I have also pretty much stop sharing as well. Now, just do from time to time. I mean I find something that truly deserves my attention and share as well. I am back here yet again because I finally found what I have been looking for. With even one more to add. Especially, the amount of the time it took me to found. In which again I am not giving any promises as to how long I stay, but hoping it is going to be on the more side of it. Especially, regarding this particular subject/s. In which I usually stay away from. Especially, I for one I’m waybeyondfedup with what the selection is nowadays in this/ese particular subject/s. Especially, with what as we conservatives, christians, political correctness, and beyond face as well. Even through in the last couple/few mo I have found couple/few others that are pretty much like yours here. Independent Champion Women's Voice Forum (ICWVF). Women's Expressions Conservatism: Lifestyle, Beauty, Fashion, Health, Political, and Politics. USA.Life Social Network – Share Life, Liberty, Happiness, 1776Free – America’s Search Engine, and USA Christian Church: Rev. Steven Andrew. Ivanka Trump’s HQ (Headquarters) for her/their digital publication. Thats to me goes along with her father (President Donald Trump: MAGA aka Make America Great Again). Women Vote /d for him for President of here. Diamond and Silk. Carly Fiorina as well. In addition to all I would love to see that you also include everything else out there. To truly make it all round and especially thats includes news, current event/affairs as well. Maybe making it more of a worldwide combination print/digital one at that. Of course there are Mayo Clinic Family Health Book : The Ultimate Home Medical Reference and Jordan Schrandt’s Farmhouse Movement Magazine. Colibri: The Modern Browser without Tabs | OPQR. Think thats it for now. Thank you, again, in advance. Yours truly,
  21. Hi Brendan, welcome to the forum. I can read and speak Mandarin too, so I understand what you mean there I've been to China when I was really young, never been to Taiwan before.
  22. Have since decided to stop doing this particular one. Since, I found it got too hard to keep up with it. Especially, over these past couple of yrs.
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