Somewhat newbie with a biography, whom is still trying to found itself, and beyond

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jessicaabrunowaybeyondfedup

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10/12/18 12.10.18

Dear Whomever this may concerns, everyone both on/ff of here:,

Hi my name is Jessica A Bruno (waybeyondfedup).

Live in Metro New York on New Jersey side of it USA. Born with a Neurologically based speech impairment/apraxia-dysarthria. Suffering from depression/anxiety for awhile now. Still I’m not one, but have no to little income. I receive Social Security Benefits for all of it. In which I’m glad for, but still wish I had other means as well, but in I still don’t. At the same time still don't drive or intend to anytime in the future. Whom needs more of a life then what she has had so far. As opposed to what it has been for the most part of her life and etc. Yet to reach this stage of life and beyond. I'm of a student of life and currently looking for her next opportunity.

waybeyondfedup with my mom’s cancer battle, both my fraternal twin sister, and my coping skills with it.

Know that its been couple/few yrs since (4/26/16) and all of this a combination of my blog entries that I did at the time that I combined into all in one.

Back because she has lost it and it didn’t go as planned. I mean not just this, but during the whole process. Have to say now I was pretty much in denial with the whole thing. Even through I knew was suffering, but still thought it was less as severe as this.

Back again because I forgot to mentioned that she (right after she found) and she found from there that it showed she had BCRA2. Then after both my twin sister and me were both tested for it. It only I showed that I was suspected to 2, but forgot if it was for ovarian and/or breast. I couldn’t remember and even after through all of the paperwork. Now, I really need to look into all (both conventional/mainstream and traditional/integrative) because I for one still have a love and hated relationship with both medicines. In regards to what happened to her and especially, in the end with her brain tumor. In which she never complained at all because she was always beyond doer and carer.

I’m back with even more.

Basically, she went back to work when she did (couple wks after). At first, it wasn’t a issue until this past wk. When one of her friend from college went into the hospital because of inflammation in her. Then, everything started to spiraled, spl (spelling) for her. Well, not for her work. In which she mentioned opened to doing the support group at Valley Home Care and she called. But hasn’t called back to found out more about. At the same time shes also showing signs of her moodiness as well. I have no clue if its general or something underline. In which she had a little cold again, last wk. By the way shes the maid of honor for one of her best friends wedding and everything that ideals. Her friend is like her with her mom’s cancer (breast) battle.

Thinks thats everything and well at least that I can both remember and think of.

Well get back to if I have anything else to add to this.

Back again with more whom she was and whom we are.

I for one prefer more of an integrative form of it. In which my mom, dad, and sister were brainwashed about it. Especially, more after the original diagnosis. Shes also a retired RN and she was one for 45 yrs. Of course my dad and sister still are. That also includes the rest of our remaining family and our friends as well. At least our family friends.

We found it was more aggressive than we original thought it was. Basically, its ovarian cancer and she was 1st diagnosed with it as stage IV back in 2008. She had she been receiving on, off, with a few recurrences in between. Then, last yr it came back in a form of a brain tumor and again she was treated for. In which we all thought that was the last of it because she went onto treatment after that. At the first she was a experimental drug, but then that didn’t work. So, went back her old treatment and then it all started from there. Even through after going to a doctor in the city. We have since decided to stopped all of it and go toward with comfort care. Shes currently a inpatient there, receiving treatment, and it appears to be working for her. At moment we are remaining cautionary optimistic about it.

At the same time I would love explore other volunteer options at Valley because I don’t know if I can continue with her old doctor because all of this.

Back because she took a turn for the worse sometime overnight or early this morning. My fraternal twin sister called my father and me father regarding this morning. Basically, this whole day and beyond has been a whirlwind for all of us.

Belated Waybeyondfedup worried about how my fraternal twin sister is coping with our mother’s death and especially over this past week for sure

Its pretty much a mo now since her death and everything happened to leading up to it. sI mean we should be getting over the initial shock of it and getting back to normal. Well, of course our new normal. Have to say that I’m really not worried about my father about this because hes not going to change. Still I’m more worried about my fraternal twin sister more because shes more like our mom and that includes our dad as well. Whom takes care of everyone/thing before herself. In which I do get, but then don’t. I mean shes had her issues with certain things and etc. In which I’m not going into on here because whats the point of getting into on her.

Belated Back yet again with another hospitalization story with my both depression and anxiety

But this time this was totally different hospital and experience.

Basically, it all started with my mother’s passing from her cancer battle a mo ago with a little meltdown, but still not a full blown one until this one. In which went to the loca hospital emergency room and also went for this past one. Then, lived with it off and on until a couple of wks ago with my period. Trying some new meds, vitamins, supplements (homeopathic, multivitamins, and supplements), but in the end none of them worked because they aren’t a exact science. It was also in combination of nervous about my sister’s live to work lifestyle vs work to live lifestyle. In which it drove me to first er and then hospital. All and all was pretty good experience expect from here to there.

This isn't my first time being on chats, discussions, and forums. Somehow I always end up somehow always either leaving, getting kicked off via suspension, and total banned. Hopefully this will stop here because I'm waybeyondfedup on all of this. Since I always copied, pasted my intro, some posts, and threads. Have been doing all of this for quite a number yrs now on quite number of them. In which I figured whats the point of doing it when I have other forms of communication via my blogs, social media networks that I belong to. Basically, I'm pretty much on every single one. Well, at least seems like. Anyway, here they are in Bloglovin, Facebook, Good Reads, Google Plus, Instagram, Pinterest, Tapatalk, Tea Party Community, Tumblr, Twitter, Wikipedia, and maybe even more.

At the same time I'm still trying to found itself after all of these years. I'm also no spring chicken.

Still can’t help, but thinking about intellectual stimulation part of here. Even with my own work as well. That also goes for either go/staying because of it. Don’t worry its not the against the owner/s, admin/s, mod/s, members, and/or the input that I have receiving here as well. Mainly it has to do with how its run (at least some of it ) and even with the new one in the place as well.

Hmm beyond all good/bad for you/them, interesting, okay, understandable, and WOW.

Yet again another on this. Especially, one would think all of this should be over now. At the same time I'm also thinking of this being of the many possible scenarios that all of us should be beyond alert/prepared for/disaster/emergency preparedness/survival/shtf. I mean for all of man made/natural ones as opposed to one over the other. Especially, including all of civilians as well as professional. Everyone/where else should all do it as well.I also highly recommend beyond all of start doing your own learning and researching on it as well. I mean this also applies beyond to everything that I have mentioned above here. To me I found its very important so you can be proactive in it. Also, please take everything with a grain of salt as well. Especially, pseudoscience part of it as well. This also applies to beyond as well.

Moving on from all of the mainstream/fake to all of the alternative/independent/real/truth news media

Exactly, this also applies to everyone/thing/where.

This isn't my first/last time that I have bought this up, but still think its worth it in the long run. 

What do you think of all of this and why/not about it. I for one I'm waybeyondfedup with all of this. I have pretty much totally stop with following this. In which I have also pretty much stop sharing as well. Now, just do from time to time. I mean I find something that truly deserves my attention and share as well.

I am back here yet again because I finally found what I have been looking for. With even one more to add. Especially, the amount of the time it took me to found. In which again I am not giving any promises as to how long I stay, but hoping it is going to be on the more side of it. Especially, regarding this particular subject/s. In which I usually stay away from.

Especially, I for one I’m waybeyondfedup with what the selection is nowadays in this/ese particular subject/s. Especially, with what as we conservatives, christians, political correctness, and beyond face as well. Even through in the last couple/few mo I have found couple/few others that are pretty much like yours here.

Independent Champion Women's Voice Forum (ICWVF).  Women's Expressions Conservatism:  Lifestyle, Beauty, Fashion, Health, Political, and Politics.  USA.Life Social Network – Share Life, Liberty, Happiness, 1776Free – America’s Search Engine, and USA Christian Church: Rev. Steven Andrew.  Ivanka Trump’s HQ (Headquarters) for her/their digital publication. Thats to me goes along with her father (President Donald Trump: MAGA aka Make America Great Again).  Women Vote /d for him for President of here.  Diamond and Silk.  Carly Fiorina as well.  In addition to all I would love to see that you also include everything else out there. To truly make it all round and especially thats includes news, current event/affairs as well. Maybe making it more of a worldwide combination print/digital one at that. 

Of course there are Mayo Clinic Family Health Book :  The Ultimate Home Medical Reference and Jordan Schrandt’s Farmhouse Movement Magazine.  Colibri:  The Modern Browser without Tabs  | OPQR.

Think thats it for now.

Thank you, again, in advance.

Yours truly,
 
 
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